and I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me / such as living with the uncertainty

In my opinion, the movie was utterly fantastic. And truth be told I was afraid to sleep last night for fear I would forget most of what I had watched.

I'm incredibly depressed right now. 

I have absolutely no idea if I can survive until July. 

And even when July comes I'm going to be crying buckets of tears. Yet somehow no matter how many tears I cry it will pale in comparison to how much I will ache because of the huge, gaping, hole in my heart. Le sigh.

True facts.

Yet as Dumbledore once said, "We must try not to sink beneath our anguish, Harry, but battle on."

So, here I go attempting to 'not' sink beneath my anguish, only it's hard to do so when shoes like these exist. 

1. Nico Black, $175.00

2. Thomas Noir, $119.00

3.Oscar Carbon, $89.00

Excuse me while I cry my eyes out.

I bet you could try to imagine me with rivers of black running down my cheeks, because I don't think I was able to remove all my make-up last night, whilst in my PJs. 

Mom? Dad?

I know, one of you is going to be reading this. Want to make me happy? 

*coughs discretely*

You know what to do...

( Sleeping Sickness - City and Colour)