'Cause maybe you're loveable.

Sunday afternoons + Reworked Vintage Clothing + Fabulous shoes = some very pretty pictures. 

I felt like Taylor Swift. 

I just couldn't resist these shoes when I saw them. I mean, I've always wanted to be Barbie. 

Now's my chance. 

And maybe get a little silly too. 

Wake Me Up - Ed Sheeran

just got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real / i need it when i want it

Well, here he is. I'm saving for this babe. Gorgeous isn't he?

Hehe. 

Here's the original.

I'm also partial to their yellow one.

So I know I've been gone a long time, but I promise I'm back and going to try to find as much time to post as possible. Also I'm on a camera drawing spree! Here are a couple of others that I did on PS with a tablet. 

I've also got a couple of black and white ones that I've got to scan. 

Just so you know I don't actually own any of these cameras (not that I wouldn't love to have all), I just look look for them on my ever so trusty Google search. 

Last Thursday my mom took me shopping and I purchased a pair of nude colored pumps that are extremely lovely and classy. I wore them today for the first time. I need ot practice walking around in them much more. You can tell I'm tired cause I starts to strut this funny way and a look of pain crosses over my face. But if you ignore those things, overall,  I'm having a grand time with them. 

So pretttyyy.

And today I bought a slurpee. 

If you haven't already noticed, I have discovedred the ever so amazing pixlr o-matic.

It's great. Give it a try. I swear you'll get addicted. 

(And yes, I am indeed wearing Hello Kitty headphones. They're my little sisters. And they're adorable.)

Anyways, off I go for now.

I'm just gonna leave you all with some Ne-Yo.

( Because of You - Ne-Yo )

cause I want it all / or nothing at all

I have this theory. You guys, listen up.

I have this theory that if Christian Siriano were to take a good look into this mumbo jumbo mess of a brain that is mine, he would understand how what he has created has sent my world spiraling into multiple directions.

(This is an easy to understand picture of what is in my brain:)

(A more complex version:)

(Basically a 3.2 on a 1 to 10 scale of what consists inside my tool box:)

(Pizza of course being a main factor.)

But that is beside the point. What I'm trying to say is that he has created a must have shoe. Basically it's awesome, black satin, with a very demure peep toe (Some shoes tend to have weird peep toes that expose only your big toe and you end up with ugly looking toes. Or only one toe. Don't ask me how it's possible.)

Are you ready? 

Deep breath.

Here goes...

Oh my word.

Sure, they are 3, 950.00 pesos and I'm probably not going to be able to go thrifting like I planned, and mom thinks they are too high, and I have to find places to wear them to, like in my room, and I don't even know how I'm going to come up with that money, but whatever. I've got hope.

And a class to teach come March.

Hopefully these gorgeous babies will still be there.

Or be on sale! HA.

Dead.

This man will change the world. 

Also, he has awesome hair.

I would marry him. Just so ya'll know. If he ever un-gays himself, I would marry him.

Or even if he doesn't.

I'm sure we can make it work.

The world can never have to much fierce. 

Ever.

( All Or Nothing - O-Town ) 

(Well, that was old school.)

and I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me / such as living with the uncertainty

In my opinion, the movie was utterly fantastic. And truth be told I was afraid to sleep last night for fear I would forget most of what I had watched.

I'm incredibly depressed right now. 

I have absolutely no idea if I can survive until July. 

And even when July comes I'm going to be crying buckets of tears. Yet somehow no matter how many tears I cry it will pale in comparison to how much I will ache because of the huge, gaping, hole in my heart. Le sigh.

True facts.

Yet as Dumbledore once said, "We must try not to sink beneath our anguish, Harry, but battle on."

So, here I go attempting to 'not' sink beneath my anguish, only it's hard to do so when shoes like these exist. 

1. Nico Black, $175.00

2. Thomas Noir, $119.00

3.Oscar Carbon, $89.00

Excuse me while I cry my eyes out.

I bet you could try to imagine me with rivers of black running down my cheeks, because I don't think I was able to remove all my make-up last night, whilst in my PJs. 

Mom? Dad?

I know, one of you is going to be reading this. Want to make me happy? 

*coughs discretely*

You know what to do...

( Sleeping Sickness - City and Colour)